Sunday

I decided to post after so long without being reminded. Spoke to Joseph a little last night before going to sleep on totally nonsense stuff -- likewise, he's fav ''no comments'' falled the chat box. Well, life =S

I guess with that my brains were thinking more than it should on life. maybe it's because i recieved the email from Reuben again -- his weekly happenings. I was pondering of all the wonderful person tt i wrote and have been writing to. My penpals from Finland, Malaysia, Indonesia and HK. The one person that strikes me most is my friend from Indonesia...

I was writing to her for about 1 year plus. The last letter that she wrote to me, she said that she has to move away to some place safer. It was the time of political turmoil -- everyone was robbing everyone else. After a long while, I did try to keep in contact, but there was no replies. Quite sad huh ... It's was terrible to receive such a letter from a friend and .. maybe more if u are growing up in such an environment. I was secondary 3 now --> she is just a year older. Quite amazing huh =0)

It's reallie amazing ... we may be humans alike, yet we live in such diverse environment.

Watched 'BIG FISH' with julian today. the thing i remembered was tt the reason why his dad repeated the stories, cuz it's the way he wants to be remembered -- being part of a story, a lengend tt never dieds. Then, I asked myself on the way back -- why do i write postcards? Sometimes, I reallie wonder. It is reallie to destress myself or what...

What's going to be my legacy when i die?
What is goint to be yours?

Anyway, I had a terrible dream of a old lady [she looks crazy -- reminds me of a witch] that is trying to pray over me. I was totally freaked out and she chased me from Heartland Mall to the DBS bank. She pulled my sleves... and totallie freaked out. Hello, I dont need u to pray over me.. i think u need to be prayed over. SUDDENLY, Joyce came to my help. She let the lady pray over her [in proxy tt its me] .... Totallie, freaked out ... but thanks JOYCE!

Stalked by pei pei In reality
Terrorise by witch looking aunty in dreams
i feel endangered... = in need of protection =

princess maddie.